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So it's probably been a few months since I've talked on a journal about how I'm doing. Thought I should let you guys know since my ffnet followers might check here and I know guests have been asking how I'm doing and where I am, and I have no way to respond to them. (Sorry for not updating guys! I've finished Valued Bonds, it's just my sister hasn't edited it yet.)


I got a job in the winter, I'm a substitute library page which I'm very happy about. I really want to be a librarian so its making me closer to my goal.
I'm doing pretty well in school. I'm in college now. I'm actually doing well on math and getting things. 

But I have had some trouble, I was in the hospital for a lot of February with the flu. I had a fever of 106 degrees and almost suffered permanent brain damage. I also almost died from pneumonia. My extreme sickness was mainly because of two things, 1.) My Mom is an anti-vaccination mom and so I never got the flu vaccine or any vaccines for that matter. 2.) I am on an IV infusion that, to treat my disease, kills my white blood cells and suppresses the immune system. Because of this I get every sickness that comes around to an extreme.

It didn't really occur to me in the hospital what was happening. I mostly watched the twilight movies for the first time. But after like a week of being out I think I went into shock and I'm still examining what happened at every angle? I think what mostly scares me is that it didn't occur to me until recently that all of the treatments for my disease are an immuno-suppresent. And since it's uncurable at the moment, I will be on drugs that will cause flues like these for the rest of my life. So like  that hospital trip wasn't a one-time thing. Next flu the same thing is going to happen. And I might die and that scares me. Like should I prepare for things now? Or is it not as serious as I'm making it out to be?

So yeah, I've been mostly watching cartoons like Wander over Yonder and playing video games like Fire emblem instead of writing fanfictin. I'm sorry. I'll try to get into the groove soon, but its hard to get out of this rut. I really want to write to do things productive, but at the moment I'm just kind of enjoying life. I played dance dance revolution most of today, it was fun.

Anyway that's how I'm doing.
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  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

I was tagged by NaryuElric. 
----13 things about myself----


1. I'm very afraid of tickling. Seeing it, being near it, reading about it all frightens me. If I am tickled I usually react like a reflex, either curling up or hitting.

2. My hits however are like butterfly punches. Despite being very weak I still do enjoy sports, I really like volleyball and played it in middle and high school and I also do some kendo. 

3. I can not swim but I love going to pools and the water. It calms me. However I'm a weenie and never go in the deep side.

4. I can't tie shoes or bows. I never learned how.

5. At one point in my life my sister wanted to watch Castle in the sky everyday. It kind of made me sour on the movie. That and it didn't have subtitles, so I had no idea what happened and that Muska was Sheeta's cousin and NOT trying to marry her until very recently.

6. Every so often I slip in my diet for my disease and eat some bagel bites, despite tomatoes being the worst thing for my system. Those bagel bites are just so dang good.

7. I can't draw worth crap, but I used to be very into art when I was younger. I thought I would be an 'abstract' artist. Basically, I just drew shadows and squiggles.

8. My littelest sister is adopted from China. I went on a trip to go get her. 

9. My uncle works on movies as a Foley artist.

10. I used to babysit my gym teacher's kids. They moved onto the hill I live on after he left the school.

11. Drake Slithers is my most favorite OC of all time of mine. I made him for some monster girl rp. He was a dumb human who thought he was a lamia and just slithered around on the floor dumbly. It was very difficult. He got into all sorts of fun trouble in the rp. Like when he thought he could swallow an elf whole and tried to unhinge his draw and just slobbered all over the elf.

12. I can open doors with my feet.

13. I like reading bad fanfiction out loud with my sister. (Bad fanfiction like My immortal, those sort of things)

~~~Questions I was asked~~~
1. If you could have any superpower, what and why?
Mind reading! I want to be able to read minds, and ask questions of people just to make them feel minorly questioning of "Does she have mind reading?" Or use it for dumb purposes like to win at hang man.


2. Favorite type of soup? If you don't like soup, why?
Wanton soup. I think I can digest it. And that's like the only soup I can have.

3. Cat or dog person? Neither?
Cat person!!! Cats are the best. They're super cute.

4. One celebrity you would kidnap and hide in your basement? Is it out of love or hate?
Let's have Donald Trump. At least he wouldn't be running then. (And it's not out of love)

5. Who is your favorite character?
I have different favorite characters in different fandoms. My favorite character in sgt frog is Angol Mois, but my favorite character of all time is Raven from Tales of Vesperia.

6. Favorite book? Do you read at all?
I read a lot. I get in reading grooves. I like Throne of  Glass best, but I'm a little worried that all the characters are going to be straight...But it's a good fantasy series!

7. Do you like country music unlike me?
HAHAHA. Sorry, I know nothing about music. I only really listen to nightcore and vocaloid like a nerd. I don't really.

8. Do you have lucid dreams?
Nope.

9. What creeps you out the most?
Things up butts.

10. You a gamer? If so, what is your favorite video game?
Tales of the Abyss is my favorite video game!

11. What clothing style do you wear?
Comfortable and whatever I find in the dresser. Long skirts, or pants usually. Always a jacket.

12. What is your favorite holiday? Or do you hate festivities?
I want to be more festive, but my family doesn't celebrate much. I used to really like Thanksgiving, and halloween but now that I can no longer eat anything during those holidays, nah. Probably my birthday because at least I can choose what I eat then.

13. Did you spend as much time on this as I did for some reason?
Maybe! I don't know how much time you spend.

Anyone who wants to use these questions can, I'm not tagging though. Sorry!

Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person has to share 13 things about them.
3. Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
4. Choose 13 people.
5. You have to legitimately tag 13 people.
6. You can't say you don't do tags.
7. Tag-backs are ALLOWED.
8. YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.
9. You have to finish this within a week. If not, you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to. Art, rp, etc.
10. Be creative with the title. No "I've Got Tagged" things.
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Let's see what I'm like...Feel free to ignore this if you wish. I'm going to do it for fun.

1. Name: Nope, ain't telling
2. Nickname(s): Sunrise or Kitty
3. Birthday: july 30th
4. That makes you: young adult
5. Where were you born: Ain't telling
6. Location right now: My home
7. Shoe size: Can't remember.
8. How many piercings?: Nope.
9. Tattoos?: Nope
10. When you wake up you're: Still wanting to sleep
11. When your about to sleep you're: Same as above. 
12. Zodiac sign: Leo
13. Chinese sign: Rat
14. Righty or Lefty: Right
15. Innie or Outie: Innie
16. School: High school graduate, now freshman college student.

Section Two: Looks

17. Nationality:  American 
18. Hair colour: Black/dark brown
20. Weight: Not telling.
21. Height: 5'6''
22. Braces?: Not anymore
23. Glasses?: Yes

Section Three: Private Life

24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend?: Nope
25. If so, who?: Do not have one.
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?: Idk.
27. Who has a crush on you?: No one I think?
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?: Nope
29. Who was your first kiss: Nobody
30. Who was your last kiss: Nobody
31. Are you a virgin?: Yeah.
32. Ever had a threesome before?: Nope
33. NQ- Every been swarmed by ladybugs?: Nope
34. Have you ever been in love?: Yes.
35. Broken any hearts?: I don't think so?
36. Got your heart broken?: Sure. For example, today my cat went to my sister to be pet instead of me.
37. Ever liked a friend?: Yes.
38. What happened?: We're still friends and everything is chill, because friends are cool people.

Section Four: Past Relationships 

39. How many relationships have you been in?: 0
40. How many were serious enough to count: 0
41. Who were those serious ones:  Nobody
42. NQ- Who used to be your best friend: I have many best friends. Zyca, my friend Kazanehime and greenhuntress are three I can think of off the top of my head.
43. What made them different: Still my best friends, we don't see each other much anymore because they go to far off colleges.
44. What happened: Nothing.
45. Best boy/girlfriend: Nobody
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: Nobody
47. Ever been kissed: Nope, I'm saving my first kiss for something special because I am a dork.
48. Who do you want back: Idk?
49. Who do you regret: Who do I regret??? Nobody??? I don't know
50. Why?: I don't understand how this question is worded

Section Five: Favourites

51. Song: Idk.
52. Movie: I don't know
53. Food: Crepes
54. Drink: Blackberry milkshake
55. Store: I don't know, but for the purpose of this question...Hot topic! I buy all of my clothes there. (If you don't know what that is den get da heck out of here!) ((not really, it's just a my immortal joke. Forgive me and my taste in bad fanfic)
56. Television show: Digimon, sgt frog.
57. Holiday: None
58. Book: Throne of Glass 
59. Ice cream: Huckleberry cheesecake
60. Sweets: Lolipop
61. Crisps: idk
62. Type of music: J-pop
63. Artist: My sister
64. Word: Malevolent. or truimelephantly.
65. Time of day: night.
66. Dressing: warm clothes.
67. Alcoholic drink: None
68. Colour(s): Red
69. Piece of clothing: Jacket
70. Character: Raven from Tales of Vesperia!
71. Smell: Cinnamon
72. Shampoo: Coconut. 
73. Soap: Any Soap
74. Smiley: ???
75. Board game: Sorry.
76. Sport: Volleyball
77. Number: 4
78. Quote: I'm not sure.
79. Animal: Cheeta
80. Actor: Don't know.
82. Vegetable: Parsley
83. Fruit: Huckleberry
84. Place to be: my bed
85. Thing in your room: my computer
86. Gum: swedish fish gum
87. Shape:  ???
88. Country: idk. Not America.
89. Mall: can't decide
90. Car: Sports car
91. Boy's name: Yggdrasil 
92. Girl's name:  Don't know
93. Family member: my sisters
94. Restaurant: Panera
95. Movie place: don't know
96. Person to go to the movies with: zyca.
97. Noise: Don't know. 
98. Brand of shoe: None
99. Brand of clothing:None
100. Body part of a chicken: don't care
101. Swear word: None, I don't swear. Maybe heck. But not heck.
102. Month: July
103. Possession: laptop
104. Team: don't care. But for the purpose of a funny answer "Wild cats!"
105. Season: summer
106. Radio station: none
107. Magazine: none
108. Favourite grade: A
109. Least favourite grade: every grade
110. Teacher: Secret. Can't give out names.
111. Least favourite teacher: My animation teacher in high school.
112. Subject: English
113. Subject to talk about: Fandom stuff

Section Six: Family

114. Who's your mum?: My mother.
115. Who's your dad?: He's my father.
116. Any step-parents?: Nope.
117. Any brothers?:two younger
118. Any Sisters?: Two younger
120. Coolest: my sisters
121. Loudest: younger brother
122. Best relative: My aunt, maybe? Idk
123. Worse relative: ...Don't want to say in case my position is compromised.
124. Do you get along with your parents?: Nope
125. With your siblings?:not one of the brothers, but the rest yes.
126. Does anyone understand you?: Probably.
127. Do you have any pets?: 3 cats
128. If so, what kind and name?: Chaos, Discord, Apple
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?: More cats!

Section Seven: School

131. Are you still in school?: Nope
132. Did you drop out?: Nope
133. Your current GPA: Not going to say.
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: Didn't eat lunch
135. ABC's?: C or B.
136. Favorite class: English.
137. Play any sports at school?: I did volleyball in freshman year.
138. Are you popular?: I wish.
139. Favourite memory: Not being in school.
140. Most humiliating moment: I'm not sure. Any.
141. Most funniest moment: Don't know.
142. Most scared moment: Getting diagnosed with a lifelong illness in the beginning of freshman year.

Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear

145. Chicken:fluffy
146. Dog: fluffy
147. Christina Aguilera: huh
148. Ricky Martin: rick roll
149. 50 cent: money
150. Poop: scary
151. Beach: sand
152. Desert: backflips
153. Water: trainquil
154. Osama: Politics
155. love: The otp.
156. Your little brother: Not listening
157. Butt: but
158. Clowns: that murderer. 
159. Wonder: mart
16o. Brown: tan
161. Banana: Keroro slipping on a banana peel
162. Sex: "Lemon, don't like don't read!"  
163. Parents: =(
164. Homosexuals: Thumbs up.
165. God: Eh, idk. Haven't decided.

Section Nine: Do you believe in

166. God: Haven't decided
167. Heaven: Haven't decided
168. Devil: No
169. Hell: Haven't decided
170: Boogy man: No
171. Closet Monsters:  No
172. Fortune tellings: Haven't decided
173. Magic:  Haven't decided for myself
174. Love at first sight: Yes
175. Ghosts: I don't know
176. Voo-doo dolls: no
177. Reincarnation: Yes!
178. Yourself: no


Section Ten: Do you

179. Smoke: No
180. Do drugs: Nope
181. Drink alcohol: no
182. Cuss: no
183. Sing in the shower: no
184. Like school:Not really
185. Want to get married: Yes! Very much
186. Type with all of your fingers: No
187. Think you're attractive: nope
188. Drink and drive: nope
189. Snore: nope
190. Sleep walk: nope
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: sometimes

Section Eleven: Have you ever

192. Flashed someone: nope
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: nope
194. Told that person how you felt: Yep.
195. Been arrested: Nope
196. Gone to jail or juve: Nope
197. Skateboarded: no
198. Skinny dipped: Nope
199. Rock climbed: Nope
200. Killed someone: Nope
201. Watched porn:...Sigh...Once...Long ago. I have a weakness for bad things. It was called 'the lemon whores' and I just wanted to watch something bad. The intro was funny, but once it got to the porn I was out of there. It was a mistake that I have long since regretted.
202. Gone on a road trip: Nope
203. Went out of the country: Yes
204. Talked back to an adult: Yeah
205. Broken a law:Nope
206. Got pulled over: Nope
208: Cried to get out of trouble: Probably
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: I don't think anyone has?
210. Kissed a brother's or sister's friend: No
211. Kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: I didn't let them....But they took it anyway. I wanted to throw it away. 
213. Moon someone: nope.
214. Shop-lifted: Nope
215. Worked at McDonald's: Nope
216. Eaten a dog: Nope
217. Give money to a homeless person: No
218. Glued your hand to yourself: no
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: On the cheek once I think
220. Had a one night stand: no
221. Smoked: no
222. Done drugs: no
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: no.
224. Slap someone for being stupid: Yeah in kindergarten. It wasn't her turn with the tetherball! (I regret that too)
225. Had cyber sex: No
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: Nope
227. Caught someone doing something: Nope. Unless you mean my friend singing.
228. Played a game that removes clothing: no.
229. Cried during a movie: Yeah
230. Cried over someone: Yeah
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: Sometimes, but then I think about how I actually want a long steady loving relationship.
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: Nope
233. Ran away from home: No
234. Cheated on a test: no.


Section Twelve: Would you

235. Bungee jump: No
236. Sky dive: No
237. Swim with dolphins: No, I can't swim.
238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: No way! That would be awful
239. Try to be the opposite sex: Nah
240. Lie to the police: If it was to protect someone wrongly accused yes.
241. Run from the police: No.
242. Lie to your parents: Yes.
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: Never.
244. Be an exotic dancer: I can't dance.
245. NQ- Kill the president: Depends on who's the president.

Section Thirteen: Are you

246. Shy: Not really, online I am.
247. Loud: Kind of
248. Nice: Yes.
249: Outgoing: In real life
250: Quiet: sometimes
251. Mean: I hope not!
252. Emotional: Yeah
253. Sensitive: yeah
254. Gay: ....=)...Well, this question I'm going to skip.
255. Strong: Not at all.
256. Weak: Yes.
257. Caring: Yeah
258. Dangerous: No
259. Crazy: I don't think so.
260. Spontaneous: No
261. Funny: I hope.
262. Sweet: I hope
263. Sharing: I think
264. Responsible: I wish
265. Trustworthy: Hopefully.
266. Open-minded: I try
267. Creative: yeah
268. Cute: I've been told I am, but I don't believe it.
269. Slick: No
270. Smart: Nah
271. Dumb: Probably
272. Evil: Nah
273. Ghetto: Nah
274. Classy: No
275. Photogenic: No
276. Dependable: Sometimes
277. Greedy: I don't think so, but my Mom tells me I am.
278. Ugly: I can't judge that one well.
279. Messy: Yeah
280. Neat: No
281. Perverted: Depends. About otp stuff, probably. Real life? I try not to be. But I suppose I just consider myself open and honest. I hope I'm not.
282. Silly: No
283. A B****: Not in the least bit. 
284. A Good Listener: Yes
285. A Fighter: no.
286. A Party Animal: not really
287. A Game Freak:yes
288. A Computer Freak: Yes

Section Fourteen: Future

289. Dream job: Script writer
290. Dream house: A two story blue one
291. Husband/Wife: Someone really sweet and romantic.
292. Kids: One or two
293. Names: Yggrasil, and I don't know about the girl
294. Pets: Dog and cat
295. Car: I don't care
296. Age you would want to get married: I don't know
297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: Don't know
298. Honeymoon: Someplace warm!

Section Fifteen: Your friends 

299. Best friend: Can't choose. Zyca, kazanehime and greenhuntress
300. Known the longest: Zyca
301. Craziest: I don't know.
302. Loudest: I don't know
303. Shyest: Don't know
304. Best hair: Zyca's
305. Best eyes: Don't know
306. Best body: Don't want to judge them like that
307. Most Athletic: Probably greenhuntress she gave me a piggy back in a corn maze once.
308. Hot-Tempered: Don't know
309. Most impatient: Don't know
310. Shortest: Zyca
311. Tallest: Don't know
312. Skinniest: That's kind of a weird question
313. Best singer: I've only heard kazane and greenhuntress sing.
314. Funniest: Greenhuntress crap posts a lot, so maybe her.
315. Can always make you laugh: All of them
316. Wish you talked to more: All.
317. Wish you saw more: All of them.
318. Who drives you insane after a while:  None
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: all
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': Nope
321. Whose always been there when you need them: idk
322. Who is like your family: Kazane hime's like a big sister to me.
323. How many friends do you have?: A lot. Some are on best friend level, some are on friend. Some I consider close even though we don't talk much, but I consider a lot of people friends. Then there's a close circle of friends that I have that's maybe 6 people? (Some of which I don't talk to as much anymore, three of which I mentioned above, one's a friend named Zoe, and another's Nayru Elric)
324. How many are really close? A lot

Section Sixteen: The last thing (you did today)

325. Thing you ate: lemon squares
326. Thing you drank: Apple juice
327. Thing you wore: My clothes
328. Thing you did:  typed this.
329. Place you went: school
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: nothing
331. Person you saw: My little brother
332. Person you hugged: Can't remember
333. Person you kissed: My cat
334. NQ- Person you beat to a juicy pulp: nobody
335. Person you talked to online: Idk, 
336. Person you talked to on the phone: someone asking me for a job interview
337. Song you heard: can't remember
338. Show you saw: V Morgan is Dead
339. Time you fought with your parents: Halloween
340. Time you fought with a friend: ...Silence. That's what I hear
341. Words you said: Uhhh Idk

Section Seventeen: Now

343. What are you eating: nothing
344. What are you drinking: nothing
345. What are you thinking: My stomach hurts
346. What are you wearing: Same as before
347. What are you doing: Filling this out

349. Hair: messy
350. Mood: sleepy
351. Listening to: nothing
352. Talking to anyone: nobody
353. Watching anything: nothing

Section Eighteen: Yes or No

354. Are you a vegetarian: no
355. Are you a carnivore: no
356. Are you heterosexual: no
357. Do you like penguins: kind of
358. Do you write poetry: Used to
359. Do you see stupid people: yes
360. You + Me: ? What does this mean
361. Do you like the Osbournes: who are they
362. Can you see flying pigs: No
363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed:yes
364. Are you from Afghanistan: No
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: don't know who she is
366. Are you a zombie: no
367. Am i annoying you: nah
368. Do you bite your nails: no
369. Can you cross your eyes: No
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: No
371. Have you touched someone's private part: This thing is really inappropriate. No.

Section Nineteen: This or That

372. Winter or Summer: Summer
373. Spring or Autumn: Spring
374. Shakira or Britney: neither
375. MTV or VH1: Neither
376. Black or White: black
377. Yellow or Pink: Pink
378. Football or Basketball: neither
379. Mobile Phone or Pager: Mobile Phone
380. Pen or Pencil: Pen
381. Cold or Hot: Hot!!!
382. Tattoos or Piercings: tattoos
383. Inside or Outside: Inside
384. Weed or Alcohol: alcohol
385. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi? (my friend convinced me)
386. Tape or Glue: tape
387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: McDonald's

Section Twenty: Opinions

388. What do you think about classical music: Not my thing
389. About boy bands: Not really my thing
390. About suicide: There are some really sad people out there and I wish we could better help them, and it's a really hard thing to go through. My heart goes out to anyone suffering through this and I hope they get help.
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: No
392. About teen pregnancy: I feel sorry for them
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Hopefully more independent.
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Idk
395. About gay men: They don't deserve a lot of the hate they get from people. 

Section Twenty-One:

396. Do you have a website: nope. 
397. Current weather right now: Cold
398. Current time:  secret
399. Any shout outs: Nope
400. Last thoughts: nah.


Anyone can do this if they want! Sorry for making it so long! 
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Seven Kululus by Sunriseoflove
Seven Kululus
Drawn by my sister! She started it around my birthday saying it was a tribute to me and my many...many...AU Kululu's.
She didn't want me to explain which was which though. She wanted you to guess =( And since she's the artist I will abide by her decisions.

I will however post links to all seven.

www.fanfiction.net/s/11530712/… (Five Senses Kululu)


www.fanfiction.net/s/11385218/… (Shattered Wings Kululu, one of our collab fics)

www.fanfiction.net/s/10963123/… (Revenge Filled Apple Kululu)

www.fanfiction.net/s/10585405/… (Dead Beast)

www.fanfiction.net/s/10489418/… (The Hinata House, another of our collab fics)

www.fanfiction.net/s/10585461/… (Seven Deadly Sins Kululu)

www.fanfiction.net/s/8162996/1… (Happy End Kululu)
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So it's probably been a few months since I've talked on a journal about how I'm doing. Thought I should let you guys know since my ffnet followers might check here and I know guests have been asking how I'm doing and where I am, and I have no way to respond to them. (Sorry for not updating guys! I've finished Valued Bonds, it's just my sister hasn't edited it yet.)


I got a job in the winter, I'm a substitute library page which I'm very happy about. I really want to be a librarian so its making me closer to my goal.
I'm doing pretty well in school. I'm in college now. I'm actually doing well on math and getting things. 

But I have had some trouble, I was in the hospital for a lot of February with the flu. I had a fever of 106 degrees and almost suffered permanent brain damage. I also almost died from pneumonia. My extreme sickness was mainly because of two things, 1.) My Mom is an anti-vaccination mom and so I never got the flu vaccine or any vaccines for that matter. 2.) I am on an IV infusion that, to treat my disease, kills my white blood cells and suppresses the immune system. Because of this I get every sickness that comes around to an extreme.

It didn't really occur to me in the hospital what was happening. I mostly watched the twilight movies for the first time. But after like a week of being out I think I went into shock and I'm still examining what happened at every angle? I think what mostly scares me is that it didn't occur to me until recently that all of the treatments for my disease are an immuno-suppresent. And since it's uncurable at the moment, I will be on drugs that will cause flues like these for the rest of my life. So like  that hospital trip wasn't a one-time thing. Next flu the same thing is going to happen. And I might die and that scares me. Like should I prepare for things now? Or is it not as serious as I'm making it out to be?

So yeah, I've been mostly watching cartoons like Wander over Yonder and playing video games like Fire emblem instead of writing fanfictin. I'm sorry. I'll try to get into the groove soon, but its hard to get out of this rut. I really want to write to do things productive, but at the moment I'm just kind of enjoying life. I played dance dance revolution most of today, it was fun.

Anyway that's how I'm doing.
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

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I really like writing and I post my sister's artwork here.
I'm super into sgt frog but I'm also a Tales of the Abyss, Tales of Vesperia, Silence of the lambs and Nichijou fan.

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HollyBjeam Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Alright, thank you so much
Alright, me neither tbh
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Sunriseoflove Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015
It's all right. I completely understand. Me neither.


I have a skype, I'll note you it because I don't like putting it public.
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HollyBjeam Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
I'm so glad you understand ;^; It sucks. I'm not too good on my mental health rn,haha.
I'm worried about my friends right now and my reputation on here. ; ^ ; do you have Skype or Facebook so I can tell you privately? I was gonna go offline from here.
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Sunriseoflove Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015
That sucks that he's harassing your friends cuz he's mad at you. That's the lowest of the low. Don't worry, I've been in this situation before with friends who have people trying to harass their friends, and it's completely fine on my mental stability because that's just beyond low. But are you okay?
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HollyBjeam Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Stay safe incase someone called DeerNoms harasses you! He's pissed off at me.
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